Hello hello hello.

School, tournament, mac, home, changi, home.
Kranji/River Valley, 5-0.

Jarrell went to the States to visit his family afew days back.
Picked him up from the airport.


Headed home, did some of my HW.
Currently in heavy holiday mood, not productive at all.

Everyone has a date.
I'm damn damn damn lonely omg.
Sigh big time.


Justin, Shawn, Jarrell, SW
My brothers, just brothers for life.
Love!

Very mixed feelings, gosh!

School, SL, match, play, bathe, mug, home, sleep.
Bye.

Hello hello hello.
Short post tonight.

Reached home @ about 7am this morning.
Slept, headed out for ECP with sixes.
It's an awesome day, awesome weather.
But I fell down again just awhile after we started cycling.
So, yeah.
More precise post tmr, cause it's late already.









In love with you guys for life k.
More pictures on FB!
More pictures NOT uploaded on FB yet.

hehehehe. FUN DAY. YAY.
PEISHAN = HAPPY GIRL.
SIXES = HAPPY CLIQUE.

Hello! Apologies for not blogging yesterday.

Headed for the Mummy thing on friday @ the museum. Alright, it was not bad.
Headed out for movie with Alvin, then datona with Alicia and Vivien.
Headed home, and Shawn and gang came over to ton/play for the night.

Went for training early on a saturday morning.
Training was slacky but still draining.
Played match, headed home at about 2.

Stayed at home, did my work.
Headed for ION about 4 with Shawn to look for some stuff.
Then went over to Marina for my family's reunion.
Kikki.K had this Valentines Day promotion.
I was touched, and I was tempted.
But, didn't buy. 

Reunion was awesome, wanted to wear a dress but I'm glad I didn't cause I knew my cousins would wanna play.
There was a big roof above, and we played baseball and all, awesome.
Stayed there till about 1130.
Headed for Marina Pier and slacked.
Tonning through tonight, 2nd in a row. Gonna be damn tired.

My cousin was super cute just now.
Cause the crabs and prawns were served, so he said this.
First, scratch your eye. Then, rub your nose. Then, wipe your face. Lastly, touch the crab. If not, later hands dirty.
OMG CUTE MAX RIGHT? HAHAHAHA.
Pictures up on facebook!

Debb's birthday celebration tomorrow @ ECP.
Must come back home, catch some sleep, then go out again!
Hope to get as much rest as I can!

I used to be elated to see you walk through my front door. Now, it just hurts to know how much I still miss&love you. 
The future I cannot (for)get. 

Back home!

Headed for school today, woke up late and rushed!
Lessons, lessons and lessons.
Match with Pioneer today, won 4-1. AWESOME.
We're making our way there.

Played match after tourney and was horrible.
I keep missing shots, I don't know why.
Sian, can't play today, but still keeping the spirit!
Gonna work on stuff.

Headed to Limbang to mug with Kamho.
Chuanguan called due to emergency, headed down to school.
Sent him home by cab, walked home.
Take carezxzxzxz!

Supposed to accompany Chuanguan to the Chinese Sinseh, but we took a step back cause his Dad insisted on bringing him.
So awesome right?! HAHAHA.

Stayed at home, did some work while watching The Pupil.
It's really really really really awesome, ohmygosh.
Headed out for dinner alone after the show.

I've been doing lotsa stuff alone now, like travelling, eating, studying.
But being alone lets me think about everything, hehehe.
I need to get my dress, my aladdin pants, and my shoes!
Shopping shopping here I come!

I'm like super full now, thanks to the awesome prata.
Meeting Casper for breakfast tomorrow before school.
AHH, WAKE UP EARLY AGAIN!


Definitely an awesome movie coming up!
Taylor Lautner, Ashton Kutcher, Taylor Swift, Jamie Foxx, Jessica Alba in one movie. COME ON LOL.

Yes, I do think back about us when I see couples together. 
And sometimes, I do miss you, the you I used to know and want to get to know again.

HAHAHA. Feels like I've got tons to post today.

Headed to school in the morning. It's a good start cause 987 was playing wonderful songs, had a pleasant ride in the car to school.
Lessons, lessons and lessons.
It was a crappy day, nothing for me to smile about.
PE at limbang park, had tons of fun playing the skipping rope game. You know the one when you've gotta jump in? Yeah awesome childhood game.
Recess, then chinese, then the rest of the lessons. So crappy, so not in the mood.

School ended, headed for lot1 with clique for lunch @ Longjohn.
Went pretty crazy.
Headed for 188 to Vivo.
Caught up with Shawn, then headed to town to look for Greg after that.
Slack, mug, mug, mug, slack again.
Headed home at about 9.

A dress in River Island caught my eye just now, I wanna get it for CNY/Valentines!
Regardless where I'm going, haha. B-e-a-u-tiful dress!
Now that I've got my heels, I'm certain that dress is all I need!

The busker at Yewtee was awesome,
Ever spent 5 minutes of your life, standing in the middle of nowhere, listening to a busker play his songs?
I have, and trust me. It's worth every second.

Looking forward to a busy weekend!
My family's reunion dinner is this weekend, a week earlier than any other family.
Cause they don't wanna clash with the crowd in the restaurants and all the nonsense, rawr!
Wonder how it'll be like.
My grandma's not going to be there, no one to turn to.

Debb's birthday celebration this sunday. I'm sure it's going to be awesome.
Keeping up my energy to go full force on that day @ ECP.
Today's the 3rd.
12 days to your birthday, Debb.
Still not really loving that date. LOL.

Speaking of events to look forward to, my sis has been accepted as a teacher!
Hahaha. Now, she's getting stable government pay. Proud of her!
Now, my dad's so happy cause he doesn't need to give her allowance anymore. EVEN BETTER.
(K now she's bugging me about what to wear to work tomorrow)

K, off to sleep! 2nd round tomorrow.

My answer is no, I'm sorry.
I said no, and I'll have no regrets.
I'm sorry okay. Bff for life.

Hello hello hello.
School today, quite fun!
Spent most of my time talking and laughing away, of course.
Badminton recess was madness, as per usual.

Game after school.
VS BB, 3-2. 2nd round coming, Kranji fight!
You know I hate green tea. But sometimes I'll just do whatever it takes.

Headed for lot1 for dinner with Shawn&sis at Sakae after that.
Headed home at about 830.

Somehow, every guy's a flirt somewhere.
But sometimes you need self-control to tell yourself to settle down.
To tell yourself where's the limit.
Am I crossing the limits? Is this what I really want? Will I really be happy? Or am I just doing this for the sake of it?
Am I looking too far ahead, without realising happiness is placed infront of me?
It's God-given.
Think, please I'm begging you to think.

Updating about today~
Headed to school in the morning with huge difficulty waking up.

Then, KOH CHEE HOW suan me again.
Wah, see guys fall down again?
Eh see guys must have skill one leh, you not very good at it hor.

School school school, ended at about 1005.
Headed for Yew Tee for Mac with Farhana and Debbie.
Headed home after that.

Changed up, headed for Shawn's crib.
Guitar Hero, Wii, and in the end I fell asleep.
Left for school for some highshiz with Daphne and gang, then went to watch guys' game.
Go Kranji!

Headed home after that, rest, went to meet Greg and Shawn for dinner/slack/movie time @ Mac's.
The guys left mac at about 945, but I stayed on to sort out my thoughts and stuff. 
Some alone time, would do me just fine (:
Headed home about 1030.

Game tomorrow!
Sian, now I'm telling myself I don't wanna fall down already.
My wound's always so itchy rawr, causing so much trouble.
I wanna get well fast and play tournament full force!

Today.... I sat beside KYX and had a nice nice nice chat with him.
You know how happy I am? Cute max.
'Oh ya, you graduating already hor? Forgot...

K, bye.
Love the world.

I watch the night turn light blue, 
Because it's not the same without you.
Because it takes two to whisper quietly, 
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad. 
Cause the spaces in between my fingers 
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
Owlcity - Vanilla Twilight. 

Felt the urge to post this.
Laura showed me this this afternoon.

You don’t miss the water until it’s gone. And you know,sometimes it’ll be too late. A mistake made. Lesson learnt and at that point in time, maybe you’ll be happy. You’ll meet someone else, who will run his fingers through your hair. Someone who will hold your hand when you’re scared and who would do anything to make you smile. Someone who will love you back. Someone who will look at you and tell you you’re beautiful. Someone who will want to take care of you.

And he will shrug it aside right now, if he thinks about someone else having you to call their own. Someone else having their hands on you. But when it all fades, when weeks or months or even years pass. When he tired of other girls, of his friends and of everything else. Trust me, he’ll think of you, and it’ll be his turn to wonder about the what ifs. What if he’d never let you walk away? What if every detail of you stays with him forever? What if that was it? That was the peak, when everyone else said that someone better was out there…but he had just met his earlier than everyone else in his life?

He will think of every single thing that runs through your mind right now,and he will be scared. But boys will be boys, let them run free. Things will be different once they want to stop running. But by then you’ll be far ahead. Maybe you’ll be in love again. With someone who saw you and wanted to stop. Someone else you don’t know yet, who will see you and want to walk with you.

Learn to let go. And as harsh as it may sound, stop hoping. You deserve to smile. Smile up to your twinkly eyes and not through the tears!

We all take chances and we all take risks. Some people win first but lose out later. I want you to lose now and come out tops in the end. Sometimes we take a tumble and graze our knees but someone will always care enough to help you up. Somewhere along the way you’ll find someone who will catch you before you have the chance to hit the ground.
That’ll be someone special.

For people out there, you know who you are. 

Hello hello.
Today, had training in the morning. 
Woke up at about 845, bathed and rushed, reached at about 940.
I think me and Weiwei trained the toughest, it was like double training with Alex.
Rahhhh.

Left school at 1250 cause I saw KYX(hehehehehe) then headed home.
Bathed, changed, packed.

Met Shawn, Greggy, Jarrell, Justin, Song, Karmin, Ariel @ lot one at 145.
Headed down the Queensway for a basball game.
Here comes the highlight of the day

As usual, I'm very excited.
Shawn and Song carries the equip, Jarrell with the DSLR, Justin with the food, Greg and Karmin empty handed walking behind.
I was with my NUM bagpack, running running running with Ariel towards the empty spot.
Then, there was this curb at the carpark.
Run, trip, fall.

FALL DOWN AGAIN! IDK HOW MANY TIMES THIS YEAR.
This time, it was pretty serious though. I fell with my head over the curb.
Bleeding like mad lah.
Immediately packed again, rushed for Alexandra.
Called my parents down.
I have 4 stitches at the back of my head now, together with an injured wrist and a pretty scarred feet.

What in the world have I done to deserve this.
Yesterday, I said 'I love you' to my parents and today, I made them spent money on me.
After all these, it was about 530pm.
Got me headed home.

Went out for dinner with Alvin at lot one. Nice to catch up after so long.
Talk talk till about 9, then got home.
The pain started coming in at about 930.
Rahh, going to hurt for quite some time.
Thank you for all who have sent your regards. Sixes, Casper, Justin(Mingyang), Rebecca(Jiayi).

I love you.I love you. I love you. I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you sixes, all of you.

Today marks the end of the Adam Khoo workshop. Let me just sum it up for you.......

Day 1
Start of the course, felt very lethargic at first. Headache the whole day, didn't really paid full attention.
Ended at 9pm, went home, change, K.O on the bed.
K.O time: 951pm.

Day 2
Reached school, felt so much better.
Skills, skills.
Then the crying came.
Cry mcm breakup, eyes mcm fishball.
Ended at 9pm again, went home, this time got bathe lah, K.O on the couch.
Daddy carried me to my bed, official K.O time: 11.

Day 3
Went to school with very little energy.
Very tired early in the morning.
Hanged on till night. Dinner, Mum came.
Crying started. Wanted to go up to speak, but couldn't.
So I'm going to put it here, later. At the end of the post.
No matter what, today is a significant day cause I said I love you to my mum.
After ages. Gosh. Good words, good tears, good letter, good hug.
Congratulations to those who had the chance to take the mic to make your speech to your parents.
You have outdone yourself.

Hello mummy daddy.
Through this program, I've learnt how to appreciate and be thankful of your upbringing.
I want to thank you for all that you've provided me with, all the desires in me that you've met.
You've been a very strong woman in my life, first before my beloved sister.
One difference, is that you will scream at me.
I come home at 1am, you scream at me, I'll scream back at you.
You slam my room door, I slam your car door.
But now, I wanna change and not be that irritating idiot anymore.
Scream at me, nag at me, hit me, beat me.
And it will just tell me that you love me.
I will be filial to you from today on, I will be a good child.
I'll bring you amazing results, I'll develop my EQ, and never will there be a day when I let both of you regret bringing me up for so many years.
7 points, I'll promise to give my best shot.
I love you mummy and daddy.

So you see.
Your parents taught you to walk. Are you going to walk away from them?
Your parents taught you to talk. After 16 years, are you going to scream at them?

I'm going to love my family even more.
I'm going to love my friends even more.
I'm going to love my life even more.


Watch this, this is totally awesome.
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall.
You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you till the hurt is gone.
Maybe its time to stop playing the crazy world.
Come back to my arms again.

Training tomorrow, sleep time.

Met Casper for breakfast before school today.
Make me so shagged the whoooooole day.
Lessons, tournament, home, dinner, TV, homework, slack~

Flu/sore throat makes me super lethargic.
Super super super tired.
Adam Khoo starts tomorrow, and it will be fun!
If it's not, I'm going to make it fun! LOL.
Hahahaha.
Kranji very active this week. 

To all my very lovely juniors, you know who you are,
HAVE FUN IN CAMP!
I'm sure it'll be fun, a good chance for the outdoors, given that I've not gone for the sec 2/3 camp before. 
So, treasure the time yup! 
Take care of yourselves!

Ending here today, very tired and I wanna sleep as early as possible, though its not very early now.
Blog again soon I hope, depending how tired I am from Adam Khoo each day. 

On e light note..........
So many people got date alr ah.
Hahahaha. Love is not a game, darling. 
Wheeee. The Valentine's mood very much in me now. 

HELLO HELLO HELLO.

School was fine today.
Overall, not very high cause still brooding over my watch!
Hmm. After school, went over to watch the guys' game.
Won, finished, walked to lot one with Casper.

Headed home, watched some Gossip Girl and got prepared for piano.
Then went out to Limbang to meet Kamho for mugging.
Headed home at about 930.
Home now, resting. So tired!

Oh yes, Chuck Bass' best man speech.
During his Dad, Bart Bass', wedding with Lily van der Woodsen.
This is all to all the lovers out there okay.
Awesome stuff.

My father is someone who goes after what he wants, and Lily van der Woodsen was no exception.
In typical Bass man fashion, his pursuit was direct. And at times, not exactly subtle.
One thing I learnt from my father's courtship of Lily is the importance of perseverance. That in the face of true love, you don't just give up, even though the object of your affection is begging you to.
And one thing I learnt from Lily is the importance of forgiveness. She gave my father the gift of a second chance, and, in kind, I've watched him become someone worthy of that gift.
And one day, I hope I'll be lucky enough to find someone who would do the same for me.
To the happy couple.
-Chuck Bass

This Valentines, open up your hearts to find the one for you.
And in the midst of all your life, may you find the one you have been looking for, for a long time.
Maybe he/she's miles away, or maybe, the person's just right infront of you.
Regardless the circumstances, this Valentines, let the people around you know how much you love and care for them.
Be it your boyfriend/girlfriend, family, best friend, make it a point to remind them once again how much they mean to you and the impact that they have on your lives.
All the very best to everybody.

Today is a very sad day, so my post must sound very sad okay.

Actually everything was everything in the morning.
Did my homework, and left the house at noon for lunch at ION with my family.
Headed for Imperial Treasure, then we started shopping and stuff.
I couldn't find anything I like, so basically it was walking around for me.

Headed for Far East then cause my sister wanted to trim her brows.
Headed for Yonex after that, just to look around.
AND~
WHEN I SWING MY HAND, TRYING TO HIT MY SIS' SHOULDER.....
My watch fell to the ground and cracked

Cried on the car home at the back sit like a small kid.
Dropped off at Limbang cause I wanted to finish up my homework there.
Finished up all my work, and headed home about 9 plus.

My watch looks horrible now, and I can't go for a free repair cause it's a crack on the clock-face itself.
Daddy suggested repair, but it's as equally expensive as a new watch.
Mummy offered a new watch, but I don't want one!
They just got me one like, about 4 months ago.

And this current one meant the world to me.
Cause I personally saved up the money for a watch like this.
Then, I used my bank money to get the watch with my parents.
They were like so happy of me.
The next day, Daddy SMS-ed me and told me he put money into my bank for the watch, as my birthday present.
TOUCHED DIE ME.
Never did I let the watch get scratched, it was in almost-perfect condition!

So I'm just going to wait till a time, when I feel that I'm a good kid and I deserve a reward from my parents, then I will tell them about my desperate need for a watch.
For now, I'm just going to live with this.

Nevertheless, it was my carelessness. So I'm going to tell myself to get over it.
It's going to be hard at first cause I will all of a sudden feel empty on my wrist.
Oh well! Life goes on!
(:

Valentines Day and so many people are looking for a planner eh!
K, it's uber fun to help people plan their love scenarios but may hurt.
Taking advice now~
Nvm, bright side bright side. Everything will be fun and awesome!

School tomorrow, I hope a better week awaits me!

Woke up at 10 and did my english compre.

NOW.
I'm left with summary, math, SS and chem.
WOW.
Out till late at night.
BYE.

Slept very early last night, felt awesome.
Woke up at 845 today for training.


Training, Bugis, Neoprint, Church, Dinner, Home.
So tired, my legs are breaking soon.
I haven't touched my homework.

Tomorrow: Town for lunch&shopping till night with family.
Tell me, do what homework?
Lol.

Alot of people are starting to complain about the CNY-Valentines clash already.
So funny to hear that lah, hahahaha.
And my mum allowed me out on both CNY days already.
YESSSSSS, WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Hmmmmmmm, I wanna go sleep now.
Cause I'm very tired.
Cause I need sleep.
Bye.


Keep me going.
Sorry that it has to be some guy who doesn't even know me.
HAHA.
(Song bet you're laughing at this now!)

Very tired.
School, watch tournament, high, and play. high and play.
Went home about 5, bought Subway for dinner.
Caught abit of gg2 while eating, then slept.

Slept through till now.
I haven't pack my bag for tomorrow, and planning to pack tomorrow.

SO MUCH OF HAVING SO MUCH FUN, NOW I'M SO TIRED. HAHAHAHAHAHA. WHEEEEE.
Maybe it's worth it lah, it feels awesome to feel awesomely happy you know.

I wanna go sleep now, bye!

Alright, posting about today. Hmm, basically today was fine I guess.
Headed to school, passed Nat his present.
Lessons and all started.
Left class at 1 for tournament.

Tournament was fine, very nice.
Stayed back and played in school after that.
Reached home at about 730.
Put down my stuff, headed out to Yew Tee to buy Aston's for dinner.
Saw Debbie and family.
Reached home about 8?

Bathed, ate, packed, its a totally no-work night since I'm so drained already.
Yup.
Sleeping soon.

Today, 6 people (still countable) commented about my eyebags.
Honestly, I sleep at about 1130 every night.
But my eyebags are just very horrible. WHY AH.
So sad.

Super excited for tomorrow. Cause TGIF and the going-to-be awesome class discussion tomorrow.
I'm sure it'll be fun! Hope I won't fall down again! Hehehehehe.
Cannot be too excited lah, hor. Lol.

I'm so glad that my temper is actually in control.
I don't get angry/pissed now.
And telling myself that losing my temper will bring me nowhere.
Yeah, cool :D

Off to sleep!
Love all of ya readers!